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-Blank- by MusicLoverd, literature

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Shut out from reality, Caught in this crowd. The shadows pass by, Me without a sound. They move with no struggle, Their destination unknown. Where am I headed? Will I ever get home? They all move away, As I come in, Eye set forward, Heart not mistaken. Fell your breath, As you sigh out. If I called your name, Would you hear my shout? They're eyes stare, But I keep going. Your body traced "He's lying…" Don't tell me that. "It's only true." Keep away from me! "You think he loves you?" My heart is his, Can't you hear it beat? "What are you? You crawl to him? Dare kiss his feet?! This fallen for you, All a lie.

Truth's Enemy by MusicLoverd, literature

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Truth's Enemy

Truth's Enemy This ol' hear of mine, Thought clean and forever. Reality has shown not. Her scent trails on my side, While yours is tangled with lies of lust. No comparison, no question. But why? Embraced your confession of love, Held on to these loose memories, But it wasn't enough. Was I not enough? Were we not enough? This window is opaque, With a handprint on one side. Your body on mine, "Shh, don't tell…" I smile and stay mute But I walked in, And saw love's worst enemy, As it stared me down, The creaking of sin, Slowly but surely get louder. And yet… You look me thru… And you smile…

Ell Oh Vee I by MusicLoverd, literature

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Ell Oh Vee I

Ell O Vee I Heavy grip, Finally at ease, Mind at rest, Thoughts released. He gently whispers, "It's over…" No longer caught, Free and sober. Hand unfolds, Eyes slowly open. His addiction, No longer my sin. Tell me your name, Is it safe? Keep me hidden, Warm, in place. No broken promises, Fate is set. Life moves on, My path is held, yet. Poisonous lies, I'm immune. Take one step, Too fast, too soon. Love is high, My mentality. Love is a word, Take in reality.

Numb by MusicLoverd, literature

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Numb

Memories at ease, Heavy silence takes root. Lips gently sealed, Mind on mute. Take one step, Soft then strike. Life up this weight, Both sides alike. Whisper once more, This gentle song, Brushed thru your fingers, Softness comes along. Set forth the future. And release the past. Hold on to today, For yesterday will never last. Look back, And look away, My body walks on, My mind no longer strays. Reality runs back, And you hold your breath. Relieve your grasp, Fear no longer left. Stand back up, And look back once more. Look away again, Let these truths pour. Take it all in, Not slow, too fast, Speak in silence,

Tangled by MusicLoverd, literature

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Tangled

Tangled: I love him, I love him not. Tell me, what's the problem? Any reason to this plot? Twisted gently, My thoughts lay. They run thru my mind, Yet no words to say. What is to come? What will happen? Stay how we are? Or more than a friend? Mind crippled, In this confusion. One more thought, Another intrusion. Feel his arms, Feel his lips, Feel his body, Press against my hips. Do I care? Or do I don't? Will I find truth? Or will I won't? Just one answer, Yes that's the key. Fade back into, This beautiful memory. Hurt you once, Hurt me twice. But not a third time, Wouldn't be too nice. Regret just spills, An

Shadows by MusicLoverd, literature

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Shadows

Shadows: Shut out from reality, Caught in this crowd, The shadows pass by, Me without a sound. They move with no struggle, Their destination unknown. Where am I headed? Will I ever get home? They all move away, As I come in. Eyes set forward, Heart not mistaken. Feel your breath, As you sigh out, If I called your name, Would you hear me shout? They're eye stare, But I keep going, Your body traced. "He's lying…" Don't tell me that. "It's only true…" Keep away from me. "You think he loves you?" My heart is his, Can't you hear it beat? "What are you? His toy? You crawl to him? Kiss his feet? This fallen for

Remember Me by MusicLoverd, literature

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Remember Me

Remember Me: My mind slowly wanders, And you crawl back. With all that’s happened, Your forgiveness I still lack. And yet… I can still smile, Whenever your name is heard. I can still walk, With all that has occurred. I can still breathe, Without your face haunting me, I can still laugh, Without your eyes sizing me. I can still sing, Without you coming in for long. And loud till I scream, I can sing your song. And yet… At night I may still, Shed a tear or two. But the reminder of what you did, Is my reminding cue. At waking I may still, Remember your last words, But they eventually go away, Memories lea

Young Mother by MusicLoverd, literature

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Young Mother

Young Mother: Her dark, curious eyes, As brown as an August thick tree. She stares right thru mine, And I see me. Her glowing, loving smiles, Bright as the morning day. And the day he hurts it, Will slowly fade away. Her soft, cream skin, Identical to mine. And her pink cheeks, That I pray shall forever shine. Lord, don’t let her road, Cross paths with hatred. Her heart to me, Loved and sacred. Let me live to see the day, When she will forever be happy. Erase from her, Everything that drew me. For I have made many mistakes, But I made my choice. And whenever she calls out, She shall hear my responding voice.

Painful Memories by MusicLoverd, literature

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Painful Memories

Painful Memories: Looking around you, Seeing them all, As you try to resist, To not break and fall. As their faces touch, And reveal that deadly kiss, You close your eyes; The pain so bliss. And his poisonous words, Seeps thru your eyes, Flows thru your body, And takes your heart by surprise. With the ever so stinging touch; An unwelcoming fear. You try to scream, But all you do is shed another tear. Darkness begins to cradle you, In his ever so painful arms. All of his delicious lies, Your unlucky charms. You scream and you shout, You cry and you plead. And all you an wish for, Is for your heart to end the bleed. You

Chapter 7: After School by MusicLoverd, literature

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Chapter 7: After School

Ch.7 After School As soon as the bell rung for dismissal, everyone ran out the door, for it was the end of the worst day of the week: Monday. I had to go to the office to pick up Natalie. The lady working at the front desk pointed to where she was, and I immediately saw Natalie in a little corner. She was sitting next to a window, staring at all the people running out the door. “There was a time where I was able to do that” she said to me. “Hey, you’re no different than all those people out there.” “Thanks” she replied as I pushed her and headed outside. “So, do you think you can come over m

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Chapter 7: After School

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All I can say... by anglewolf45, literature

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All I can say...

Never in my life will I forget you All the times we laughed All the times we spent together Through the good and bad But now that your gone I put all the blame on me I put your life on the line Now you can't see You can't breathe, move or speak Vanished; dissapeared from this world you have I've done nothing to protect you

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well, theres not much to say. im just ur average girl IN high skool. im not nothing special, but i have to say that to me, my friends really are special. i looove u guys! i guess u could either find me texting, listning to my ipod, hanging with my buddies, or just eating (that or complaining that i am hungry). i am a mtn dew addict! i loove it!! when it comes to the social life, i could really care less about what the ppl think of me cuz im not gonna change the way i am for NOBODY! and i dont like to categorize myself (in other words im not rocker or preppy or skater im just me). and when it comes to guys, i never really felt uncomfortable talking to them (i used to be a tomboy soo im used to hanging with dudes). but i do get my shy moments (that i will admit lol but honestly who doesnt get shy especially when talking to some guy u kinda like). i will also admit that i am sort of a nerd, or at least ppl consider me one (i just do good in school basically As and Bs and not much of a trouble maker)and i dont care what ppl say about that cuz im proud to be one! lol

anything else u wanna kno just talk to me :)

squishy :D aka LaLa aka Nemo aka Dani :)

sally W_^

Current Residence: Im In Miami, Trick xD
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Favourite genre of music: ROCK! woo! <33
Favourite photographer: ideekay
Favourite style of art: Poetry or just literature & music! love it!
Operating System: umm my comp?
MP3 player of choice: noo mi ipod!
Shell of choice: ideekay
Wallpaper of choice: alot lol
Skin of choice: alot lol
Favourite cartoon character: spongebob! yay!
Personal Quote: He died for us, I live for Him.

Favourite Visual Artist

too many!

Favourite Movies

geez too much to even say!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

ASD FTW!! lol and so many other bands XD

Favourite Writers

ellen hopkins yay and a bunch of others lol XD

Favourite Games

god of war! wooot!

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Other Interests

Music! & texting xD oh and eating! yay!

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MusicLoverd

Mar 3, 2010

Heyy

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yes i know haven't been on, but AP really is alota work. well yeah, gonna post up soon i hope and thinking about writing another story o.O

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MusicLoverd

Dec 16, 2009

LOOOOOOONG TIME NOOO SEEE XD

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HEYYYYYY GUYS!!!! Well ino its been awhile but skools been holding me back but laely ive been writing again! soo yeah check em out (: Hex&Sally<3

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MusicLoverd

Sep 30, 2009

IM BACKKK

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OMG! first of THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! +1,082 pageviews! OMG THXX SOO MUCH FOR ALL THE PPL LOVE U ALL!!!!! second, wow i like havent ahd time to get on but if u get any late msgs from me very wsry just started high skool and trying to keep up with all the work! THANKS AGAIN I LOVE U ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!